Hi,
I have only began my search for God just over a year and a half ago and I
must admit that it has been the hardest road I have ever traveled
and many times I have felt like giving up.  So much has changed in my life during this period and most of it has been one challenge after another, most it seems I have failed, but somewhere deep inside I have found the strength to continue my search. 

During those times I feel like giving up I look for anything to keep my spirits up and that brings forth the reason for my writing.  Your
web site is so beautifull and gave me courage to continue forward, for it
touched my heart and made me feel hopeful.

You see, I am 28 years old and come from family of absolutely
no spiritual background and I feel so alone,  I have been traveling down this road by myself and it has been lonely.  I have tried to get my friends involved only with no luck.  Even my long term boyfriend is not interested and this has really put a strain in our relationship. 

My family thinks I am crazy because I have chosen God, therefore I have no one to talk to.  I go to a really nice church, it took me more than a few times
to find a church that I liked.  I go to church and quickly leave after the
service, I guess I still kind of feel out of place although it has been
months.  The people are very nice and always make me feel welcome,
but I can't seem to get myself involved,

I want to, but I guess because I am so new, I feel a little insecure.  They are putting together a choir and the first rehersal is this Thursday, I really want to go, but don't know if I will have the nerve.

Anyway, again your web site is wonderful and thank you.
Name withheld - 4/13/99

THE WONDER OF IT ALL

My child my arms are waiting to hold you.
The wonders of this walk are all so very new.

I have been waiting to enter your name in the Lamb's
Book of Life.
Let me carry the load and rid yourself of all this strife.

You just bask in the Glory of my love.
I will bring you peace and joy on the wings of a dove.

My daughter keep your eyes on me and forge straight ahead.
I took on your cross and brought you to life when I was raised from the dead.

At the foot of the cross your problems should all lay.
But remember, my child, that is where they must stay.

I have hearts for you to touch and a witness in your walk.
I'll let my light shine through you and it will show up in your talk.

Don't be concerned my little one of what people think.
You can turn their thoughts heavenward as quickly as a wink.

Always know I am by your side in all that you do.
The hearts you touch will not be just a few.

Keep me ever on your mind and keep your arms lifted up.
When things bring you down remember I am always there to fill your cup.

The wonders you will now see will certainly be a sight.
But we'll rejoice together when your loved ones names are entered in the Lamb's Book of Life.

Just remember my child I will always be by your side.
When doubts enter in, look only to me to confide.

Remember my daughter in the mist of the
thorns appears a rose.
The path to your old walk of unbelief has been
forever closed.

The sea of forgetfulness has engulfed all your past.
Your walk with me and the joys you will feel will be very fast.
Sing praises to me my little one -
lift up all those you touch to me.
Their lives will be changed and you won't
believe the wonders that you see.

~~Sharon Lambkin~~
©April, 1999

Revelation 3:20
Behold, I stand at the door and knock; if anyone hears and listens to and heeds My voice and opens the door, I will come in to him and will eat with him, and he with Me.

The Amplified Bible