This is the
day by day battle of a
precious young lady fighting
to get her life in order.
The awful
addiction of crack-cocain has
held her in bondage - this is
her
story as she fights coming
off cold-turkey and what it
is like to be held
in the hand of the Almighty
and depending on Him only.
The daily
battle of what she is going
through will help others to
realize that it can be done.
She has set
her priorities in order as
God as proclaimed we should
do.
God First
Family Second
Nothing else
can come within this order.
I received an
e-mail from this young lady
who had just discovered the
Diamonds from Heaven site and
how it has helped her to
reach for her goal.
This was the
first e-mail I received from
this hurting heart.
I JUST
WRITTING AGAIN TO JUST ASK IF
SOME ONE WOULDNT MIND PRAYING
WITH ME
FOR STRENGTH.. AND JUST A
GODLY SAVE FRIEND SOME TO
TALK TO .. THANKS GOD
BLESS
I answered
this e-mail which started a
beautiful story.
Some days are
missing - I did not realize
until a few days into this,
the significance of these
e-mails.
Sharon,
I was glad that you responded
to my letter i hav been so
blessed i am so thankful
today i have been clean now
for 1 week and 1 day, I take
1 day at a time because god
told me take no thought for
tomorrow, for tomorrow has
has it own worries, i will
stay focus on God and today,
for wright now, I will take
second by second and min by
min, See i have 2 twin
sis that are fighting drugs
too i brought one of them
over to my apt yesterday and
i let her go to your web page
she just sat here read and
cried, i told her this web
page was sent straight from
heaven, Guess what? she is
coming over again today, she
said she was
blessed
I just thank god that he has
his people positioned just
were
they need to be, my kids told
me they are so proud of me..
I thank god
becasuse no matter what i
have done i have never forgot
to train them up in the way
they should go.. and when he
is old he WILL NOT DEPART
FROM IT.. see the devil
thought he had me
bound
but he is a lie and the
farther of all lies, Sharon i
pray god's blessing over you
and tht his blessing over
take
you,
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sharon, i
want to say i thank god for
you, everything i read i
recevied in my spirit, it was
so from god,,, i just do not
know what to say, but keep
letting god use you. i was
hurting and have been hurting
for 31 years, but
after i read what god gave
you it helped me so much.. i
praise god i am a
single mom with 2 boys ages 8
and 11 i am in recovery from
crack cocain today was my
first day in counslinf for
drugs i had been clean 6
years but the last year
i just stopped fighting, i
know god is real i know he is
a delivera i will keep
fighting and i will keep
seeking god untill he has
done what he has promised
me...thank you with christ i
can do all things..
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Day 11
Sharon, hello
sis in christ, Sharon geuss
what ? i went to counseling
today and my thyerpist told
me i look so much better, i
told her of your web site and
all the encouragement i have
received, she said how proud
she was of me, Sharon i just
cant stop thanking god i have
been clean know for 11 days.
Like i said i am taking day
by day. i just thank God
because his word never fails.
people my fail me but with
god there is no failure. I
thank him for delivering me
from crack cocain. i am more
then an conquer. see some
people are a conquer, but i
am more then a conqure
through him that loves me
JESUS..
sharon thank
you and i pray that there be
no lack in your life; i do
not mind you using my
testimonies. because God is
REAL>>> I DO LOVE
YOU SIS IN CHRIST...
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Day 12
Sharon hello
it is me again... i just
wanted to tell you i have 12
days
claened.. still taking one
day at a time.. today was my
payday and geuss what ... i
did it i made it through
today w/o doing wrong.. the
devil tried me but i told him
no.. he started by sending
bad rreports from my son
school.... that did not work
so about 8:30 tonight the
church informed me my 20 year
old cousin just shot his self
in the head.. i am still
beleiving god to work a
miracle see the enimie
thought if he coul cause me
to break then i woul use...
well geuss what i made it
through the toughest day..PAY
DAY..
sharon i
really beleive what you
allowed god to speak through
you really got down in my
spirit i feel so free, my son
was rideing with me today and
looked at me and said mom i
feel so much relieve i said
babe just praise god..thanks
Sharon :)
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Day 14
Hey sharon it
is me again i have 14 days
and every-day i feel the
fight is
getting stronger and
stronger, i know god is with
me but today was really
really hard, i made it but
the figh was really on, i was
so angry today i was like
gripping at the kids, as a
matter of fact i was gripping
at every one, i had to look
at my oldest son and ask him
to forgive me, but i want
stop fighting, i know god
said if i stand still he will
fight my battle. Every day is
not going to be
sunshine, but then too it is
not about the Sun but it ll
about the Son... he will
cause me to be at peace as i
fight this addition of drugs.
every day the fight is
differnt some days it is
easy, and some days it is
kinda hard..but i will win,
because i have the Lord on my
side.
thank Sharon
for just being here for me..
God said bear ye one another
burdens.. and you are doing
just that..
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Day 15
Sharon hello
sis in christ. well today is
not over yet i am from fort
wortth
it is 4:oo pm so i still have
a lot of time still today.
fridays are a fight
and sat nights so keep
praying with me... i will
have 15 days i will write
you later before i go to bed
with the victory letter of
how i made it through a
friday night.. Once again
sharon thank you..i know too
the enemy will also try to
keep me focusing on the fight
instead of the one who is
fightting the fight for
me..he said he will keep me
in perfet peace if i keep my
mind stayed on him.. Not my
promblems.fights or failure
but i have ti think on good
things he will keep me in
perfect peace.. thanks sis..
i will write before i go to
bed..
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Day 16
Sharon hello.. well it is
9:30 here i made it again but
today was harder then
yesterday i received phone
calls. i said no. i am really
going through some things my
body feels like i am loosing
my mind,my counselor said it
is called withdrawl but my
god this is terrible... i
just want all this to be over
really soon. i know i will
make it but my god i have to
go through all this.
i have been
sweating and just not feeling
my self... today is really a
fight
pleas,please pray with me. i
almost failed but i thought
about the enemy
sitting back saying he knew i
would fail.. but you know
what? i will fight
untill i have no more fight
in me, because i owe my kids
and my self..
sharon
thank you for just being
here...i will make it, i know
i will, satan is a
liar...i know it is going to
be ok because i claim it in
Jesus name.. good
night sis..
Hello Sharon,
i am just writting to let you
know i had a hard night but
thank god i made it, when i
tell you it was terrible, it
ws terrible, people i use to
hang out with started calling
me around 2:00 am i kept
saying you can do this you
can make it i was sick all
night long, but i kept
thinking of my boys i am
doing great, i thought about
all the suffering i took my
kids and my self through,
today is a new day and a new
fight it is about 9:12 here
and this is the first time
in long time i have
wakened up on a sat morning
with a 170.00 in my pocket me
and the kids can enjoy our
week-end
sharon thanks
for caring so much it is hard
an but is also worth the
fight, my counslor said
withdrawls last for about 2
months some longer, i told
her i wil fight this
addition, you know what
sharon i told god take the
craving of drugs out of my
spirit and let me crave more
of him..he is a man that can
not lie,nor a son of man that
he should repent. i am
believing his word. if he
said it he will bring it to
pass. sis, i will write you
before i go to bed.. thanks
again sis..
Sharon yiou
are to much, just to know how
encouraging you and all my
sisi and bro are i relly feel
like i am going to win this
fight. no i do not mind you
using my testimonies to let
some one know that if god is
doing it for me he will do it
for them. see i remeber read
in the word of god that my
farther wich art in heaven
has no respect of person..if
he did it in the bible he
will do it today.. sharon god
told me in my spirit today
that behold he will be with
me always even to the end of
time.. i will writ you daily
me and the kids went out to
eat today we ent washing all
our clothes, i was so busy
doing drugs i never realize
how much i was neaglecting my
boys we are getting things in
order, the bible says a wise
woman builds her house while
a foolish one pluks it down,
i know i am a wise woman
becasue i do fear the lord..
i will write
befor bed to let you know i
made 16 days,, love you sis
Sharon it is
8:20 and this is the 16th day
that god has kept me in his
arms..
i am so
drained and tired i am going
to call it a night yes this
fight is
heating up,but if god was
with the 3 hebrew boys in the
fiery furinace i know he is
with me.Sharon again thank
you and i praise god how he
is carring me through this
storm. god bless you i am
going to turn my phone off
tonight, god said be not
ignorant in satan devices,
see i know his tricks.but he
has already been defeated, i
have so much to be grateful
for, so much. i live you sis
...from your sis in Ft.Worth
tx....One more day that the
Lord has kept me...
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Day 17
Sharon hello
sis in christ well geuss
what>>>>>>I
did it i have 17 days clean
and i praise god for it. well
it alsmost 2:00 am we have
been w/o electricty because
the transformers kept blowing
up, what a day, well today
was not as hard as friday and
sat, i can tell i have the
saints prayers, i feel alot
better today the withdrawls
were no promblem,i kinda
snapped once today but i
thinhk that had alot to do
with having no lights, but i
thank god i made it through,
i was not even sick today
:).sharon the reason i write
daily it to let some else
that is fighting addition of
any kind,know that god
is real, see i grew up abused
in foster home,group homes,
when i became an adult i
lived like i was still in the
system.i want some other bro
or sis to know God
is real he has been keeping
me from doing wrong, he told
me in his word if i resist
the devil he will flee, and i
am doing just that i want
some one else to be
encourged, and realize god
said never will i leave you,
never will i forsake you god
bless you all. so be
encouraged and know that the
trails come to test our
faith, i know it will not
always be like this but it is
going to be through my
breaking that i will become
the woman that god has called
me to be, his word said
weeping may endure for a
night but joy will come in
the morning. one day we want
have to worrie any more,one
day we want have to suffer,
because when he comes back to
receive us we wil understand
why we had to suffer
and go through , when we see
him face to face to it will
have all been worth the
fight..
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Pray, pray, pray for this
young lady - the battle is
heating up - the enemy is on
the attack - send your
prayers to the Throne.
If you know
of a hurting heart - do them
a favor and send them a copy
of their very own Diamonds from
Heaven
If you cannot
afford the $8.95 - please
e-mail me and I will send
you the URL for a free copy.
It is mainly to get a touch
from the Master's Hand and
not to make money.
Contact
Author
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If you have
read this story and would
like to talk to someone, or
you are hurting from some
addiction or any kind of
hurt, please read through the
poems - I can guarantee you
there will be a poem there
that God will say "this
is for you."
Feel free to
write me for help if you need
someone to talk to.
Sharon
Lambkin - email
Author - Diamonds from
Heaven
http://diamondsfromheaven.com/
